Post #2 Kevin Sanchez
The Reality of Growth: Watching Us Become
"Changemakers"
I am going to be completely direct. Balancing hours of
presentations with a mountain of coursework for other intensive classes is an
exercise in endurance. By this point in the semester having to go back to the presentations in ponopto becomes a drag. Between studying the complexities of anatomy from
other core classes to this, my mental bandwidth is stretched to its near limits. So, I
will keep this direct for you.
While I was observing the recent rounds of
"Changemaker" presentations covering the 1700s, 1800s, and 1900s, I
realized I had to separate my stretched bandwidth from my analysis. If I strip
away the fatigue and look strictly at the data in front of me, the actual
performance of my peers compared to our very first attempts at public speaking,
the conclusion is clear to me. We are getting better than before.
The focus of these projects was historical figures who
altered the course of society, but for me the real meta-narrative of these past
few classes was the evolution of the speakers themselves. Growth isn't linear,
and it isn't always pretty, but it was absolutely present during these last
weeks.
The 1700s: The first step is always the hardest
Group four had the unenviable task of starting off this
entire series of presentations with the 1700s. There is a psychological weight
to being the baseline that everyone else will be measured against, and compare
themselves with. They tackled the architects of the Constitution… figures like
Washington, Franklin, and Hamilton.
What impressed me here wasn't just the history, but the raw
reality of group dynamics. After the presentation, a group member admitted’ to
the professor that they were incredibly nervous because they were the first
group to present to the class. That anxiety is a common biological response,
the exact "uncertainty reduction theory" we analyzed earlier this
semester. Despite that, they pushed through it.
We also saw the less inviting side of group work, the one
that keeps many people like me from enjoying group assignments with people I
don’t trust: unreliable teammates. The professor had to directly address the
fact that one member of the group did not participate in the presentation at
all which is annoying. As someone who values accountability, seeing the rest of
the group adapt and deliver their presentation despite having a missing member says
something about their ability to adapt. You can’t control your environment or
your teammates; you can only control your work. They did what they had to do
and succeeded.
The 1800s: Getting the rhythm
By the time we reached the 1800s presentation, I could sense
the classroom settling into a rhythm of increased comfort and confidence. Group
three presented a range of completely different individuals, from the great
Nikola Tesla to the raw courage of Harriet Tubman.
The 1800s presentation was a perfect example of how the
content can determine engagement. When the speaker is actually connected to the
weight they place on their topic, like discussing Harriet Jacobs surviving
years in an attic to escape abuse, the delivery becomes way more natural. I
noticed a slight decrease in the "manuscript speaking" that plagued
our previous presentations. Instead of acting as human teleprompters, more
students were stepping into the role of actual communicators. Though the
spotlight effect was still here for the most part, it was visibly less than
before. But the speakers were beginning to believe in themselves.
The 1900s
If the 1700s group built the foundation and the 1800s found
the rhythm, Group one’s presentation on the 1900s demonstrated what happens
when you take genuine ownership of the material…
This group was different. They didn't just summarize
Wikipedia pages; they analyzed the mechanics of change. For example, one
student didn't just give a surface level biography of Senator Frank Church, he
dug deep into how Church exposed mass government surveillance long before the
digital age of smartphones and the internet. That was very interesting not just
because of the topic, but because he was so invested in the topic, and he
researched it so extensively outside of the required requirements. This even made
him to ask the professor for advice on how to change the presentation for other
classes. That is what moving from passive compliance to active learning is.
Furthermore, the structure of the 1900s presentation showed
a high level of situational awareness. The group leader tied everything
together with a cohesive conclusion, noting that changemakers don't all look
the same. Some led marches, some wrote music, and some exposed government
wrongdoing. The professor praised that that day, saying it was an
"excellent" presentation. This level of organization from the group
proves that we are no longer just trying to survive the awkwardness of speaking
in a Zoom room full of people you don’t know, but that we are actually trying
to inform and persuade the audience.
Being Better Than Before
I am not pretending that I have suddenly developed a deep
passion for the history of the 1700s, or that this class has magically superseded my other coursework. I am a realist.
However, I am also someone who very much respects progress.
The entire premise of this assignment was to study people who forced the world
to evolve. And ironically, by forcing us to stand up and manage unreliable
group members and speak comprehensively about complex topics, this class is
forcing us to evolve too.
Every team that presented showed growth. The pauses were
shorter and the vocal delivery was more dynamic. As I think I mentioned at the
beginning of this semester, you build the speech muscle by using it. The
awkwardness is just the small price you have to pay for becoming a competent
speaker.
Did every group execute flawlessly? No. But that isn't the
point. The only metric that actually matters in a class like this is being
better than you were before. And looking at the data from these past few weeks,
it is safe to say that we are.

Wow!!! This was quite an interesting reflection. Great and thank you so much for your honesty!!
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